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August 26th, 2008 by clarrrrrrrrrr

today brought pure happiness.simply because i had the best meetup with friends visiting from sydney,bernett and james.we shared lots of hot news and gossips.who’s with who,who’s married and what everyone is doing.it felt familiar yet it is funny how our conversations in the past revolved around wondering about all these and today,we actually see it happening and get to report it or hear about it.don’t know how else to put it across.but the feeling of nostalgia was over the top today.

i went home to a happy pup too.was walking around after lunch and chanced upon a cute chewtoy i thought was perfect for jasper.i couldnt resist the little pink thing.and it was obvious that jasper couldnt either.

i told my sugardaddy about this site and he threatened to comb cyberspace for it to investigate on my history of flings.well theres not a lot to tell (yet).anyway,as they say,create your own stories, right?sweetie if you’re reading,loooking forward to(;

it’s been super long hey…….

August 25th, 2008 by clarrrrrrrrrr

hello whoever,it has been hell long since i visited here let alone post something.im not sure who still reads this blog since i dont give it out at all.
well,i think i wanna keep on blogging here.here i can be who i wanna be.

here i can reveal that im currently seeing this guy CT which is what ive been dying to tell but cant tell anyone because of our primary relationship (hes my goodfriends ex husband).and the sex is great ;D ive finally found someone who is strong enough to craddle me ALL THE WAY.the first time we did it i swore i screamed thank you!if i were KW i never could forgo that.it makes any issue in the marriage seem mediocre in compare.

here i can reveal that my online business is going well and im thinking of quitting my day job.woohooo!

here i can reveal that i have immense hate for my fucking boss.hes a piece of shit not worth any effort working for.i hope he suffers a sexless life with his new wife.which most probably isnt the case since they’re newlyweds.ohwells.here’s hoping she doesnt know shit and suck in bed then.i shant be mean and wish upon him premature ejaculation.

and thats all for now!looking forward to more bitching and sexing up this space!

Because you have no say over what I want to do.

March 13th, 2007 by clarrrrrrrrrr

For those who are telling me that I am fake because I don’t show my face, because I don’t take things further than Friendster Messaging or MSN, because I don’t want to come out and meet for sex, because I am not willing to post more pictures, because I am not willing to engage in cyber or phone sex and all the other stupid reasons, all I can say is, this is my account not yours and you have no say over all of the above.

I don’t owe anyone an explanation but because I find all this finger pointing very unjustified, I will.

I don’t show my face because as much as I am promiscuous online and off, there is someone in me (no pun intended) who is also very driven towards my career. If you need deeper reasoning, you should not even continue reading.

I don’t take things further than messaging and MSN or meeting up for sex because I believe in knowing whoever’s going in inside out. One night stands counted. Call me traditional, yup, that’s fine. I live by it.

I don’t post more pictures because as strangers we all are to each other, I feel that’s the most I am comfortable with revealing - yes, even without my face. Don’t like it? No one’s forcing you to look.

I am not willing to engage in cyber or phone sex because that is the saddest form of sex. I cannot take getting turned on by something unreal and knowing I won’t actually get laid eventually. I need a hard dick, not sweet talk or saucy phrases.

So yeah, like it or not, this is me and what I do.

Happy Valentine’s Day from Phuket!

February 15th, 2007 by clarrrrrrrrrr

I wonder how many couples went home-a-fucking…

happy 2007 everyone!

January 1st, 2007 by clarrrrrrrrrr

best wishes for the new year and may it be filled with loads of orgasms and good clean fun!

(yes they are not mutually exclusive.)

December 19th, 2006 by clarrrrrrrrrr

before i leave for my trekking trip, here’s wishing whatever freebillies reading this besides myself, merry christmas and have a splendid time celebrating the new year!

i will too! trekking.. oh well, not as fun but hey, i’ve always fantasized of trekking then fucking…………………

outdoor sex is the best thing after cradle sex!

hidden stairways and dark playgrounds tie up no.1 for the best outdoor places.

i had sex for the first time in a hidden stairway at school with a geek boyfriend. it was so funny, and kinda stupid when i think back now…

he wore briefs and the elastic strap was getting in the way. we didn’t take our clothes off in case we needed to make a quick getaway. i didn’t even get caressed! and i remember pulling down my cups and rubbing my boobs furiously against his chest. even with our school shirts in between i still got my hard nipples. but i stained his pants with my fluids. and i was so embarrassed at how sticky and thick it was.

the best thing about him is him having a dick and being willing to use it more than i could ask for. yes at jc i was already a horny bitch. and ok he was really nice actually. nice to fuck.

he took a video of us fucking on his sofa once - yea the poly student isn’t the only one who did it - and whenever he played back, he would enter a whole new dimension of high. titilating experience!ahahaha!

anyway,

be back in the high tech world in january 07.

from tomorrow till then, it’s me and the greens! (and maybe a dick or two.)

SEASON’S GREETINGS!

2 more days!

December 18th, 2006 by clarrrrrrrrrr

i am a full fledged woman after all.

to prove my point, besides the lack of a dick and two extra buns, complete with cherries, on my chest, i have the wonderful ability to shop!

i skipped lunch and dinner today for last minute christmas shopping.

it was HELL! the crowd that is…

skipped from tangs (near where i work), to borders. then back to work.

i was supposed to shop for my colleagues’ presents today cos most of them weren’t at work today but but but, i ended up treating myself.

i know i’m not very good at this

December 15th, 2006 by clarrrrrrrrrr

forgive me.. work takes a number 1 for now, as much as i dont want it to.

but the holiday season is here. christmas spirit fills the town. christmas parties to attend. pretty presents to unwrap. can’t wait!

for now, work work work.

dear clar, 1 more week 1 MORE WEEK!

i can’t believe there are such jerks

December 8th, 2006 by clarrrrrrrrrr

he bloody has no common sense, no compassion, no feelings.

FUCK! WHY MUST I WORK WITH HIM?????

i knew he’d be good

November 30th, 2006 by clarrrrrrrrrr

it all happened so fast.

we were talking and i couldn stop looking at his crotch. i think he noticed. fuck this is embarrassing!

i think it was the drinks. seriously. it made me lose myself.

thank god for hidden stairways. i dont think i couldve made it home.

he sat on the step and asked me to sit beside him.

we continued talking talking talking and i knew he wanted to fuck too but he could hold out even though i could feel him down there.

every now and then he would slide his finger down my arm.

whenever we were silent. he would rest his hand on my thigh and rub it up down and up again down.

after about ten mins of caressing, i took the initiative and sat on his lap… guys tell me. if a girl did that to you, would you -i don’t know- think she’s desperate? but then again, i was. desperate cos i was wet.

i sat perpendicular to him. then he started playing the button on my shirt. and it was the key button. the one that would unlock my tits, so to speak. when he unbuttoned them, i was like shit mann! i wore a fucking ugly blue bra!

and one thing i realised about guys is that they are fucking weak at unhooking bras - EVEN WITH HOOKS IN FRONT! he was so cute. at first he tried to do it with one hand cos the other was on my waist. he gave up and used both. still couldnt. i had to help him (more than happy too anyways).

and for the record, i love it when guys know how to start with the tongue. my nipples were like super hard and he licked them lightly. then he started sucking.

the next thing i knew, he lifted up my long skirt and slid his hand under. he rubbed my inner thighs, then tummy, avoiding the clitoris area. such a tease right!

being the horny bitch i am, i unzipped his pants. =x

i rubbed my clitoris against his crotch. and although it was just fully clothed humping, i almost exploded.

LUCKILY i wore a g instead of a thong. after a bit of shifting we started to ride and rock and roll. fuck hes good! he’s not that big but he really knows how to work it! and tease….

ladies, when you find a guy, this is one good quality. the ability to tease. i’m not just saying on sex alone, but also in other context. generally he must have a sense of humour, light hearted and all.

i didn’t even shift my g string to the side like i always do, his dick just went it. i mentioned that i was perpendicular to him earlier right. we shifted very quickly, facing each other. and as i moved my hips and went up down up down, my nipples were like brushing against his chest, his chin, his nose. my god such a turn on. i’m like super sensitive there. until now i still have that tingling feeling in my nipples.

his bro went in and out of me and off and on, it would miss the hole and slide up the back of my butt. omg i love that feeling. it’s so good when you feel him trying to find his way again, poking around. then letting it slide up again.

i’m not a verbal fucker but i have this habit of opening my mouth and making screwed up horny faces. i think i did just that cos as he was driving me home just now, he told me i made funny fucking expressions. i think that’s worse than verbal fuckers. you think?

good one nights stands are hard to come by but good fuckers - even more so.

i had a great time roland. nice to meet you.